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About Me Member Experimental Photographer Hime ShinRaIndonesia Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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after a year...

Wed Jun 17, 2009, 7:25 PM
good morning fellow deviantarts. as you can see, yesterday i uploaded some new shots from my recent cosplay photosession. well, after a long year of unnoticed hiatus and on-and-off on my anime deviantart, and now caught into the world of cosplaying, i just decided to give it a shot on photography again.

well, i didn't give up before but, without i realize it, what i WAS doing this whole year IS part of giving up.

since i failed school last year, i thought that my dreams aren't that much valuable anymore. no matter how hard i tried to fight from the fate that was supposed to be carried by me in the future, no matter how hard i tried to carve my own future, i didn't succeed.

i feel that my talent is useless, my world shattered to pieces.

i feel that my artworks this year is so....lifeless. i left my D70s untouched on the cabinet, only taking it out on family or friends occasions to take pictures on them. i ignored sunny days i used to wait all week to go out to Batavia and take artistic shots.

i stopped doing those.

until i found cosplay.

i meet many new friends, and one of them reminds me the way i used to be, my old self before i give up.

so then i thought of myself "why not try once more?"

with that, i grabbed my dad's D3 and start again.

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: sorry sorry - super junior
  • Playing: gyakuten kenji

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  • Current Residence: fujoshi mansion
  • Interests: anime.manga.cosplay.photography
  • Favourite movie: movies with action and humor
  • Favourite band or musician: clazziquai, mihimaru GT, YUI
  • Favourite genre of music: anything...i'm neutral for music
  • Favourite artist: THE COWGOD HIROMU ARAKAWA
  • Favourite photographer: MY BIG BROTHERS!!!! http://jaysu.deviantart.com and http://eize.deviantart.com
  • Operating System: windows
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic 120 GB
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  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, PSP, Nintendo DSi, Nintendo Wii, PS1, PS2, PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: ROY MUSTANG & RIZA HAWKEYE
  • Personal Quote: "who the hell damn care about it?"
  • Tools of the Trade: camera, pc, wacom tablet & ME!

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:iconcessa:
weheheh hime yah...XD

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:iconruannia:
hai cantik~ :Love:

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:iconsolatomato:
hunneh, tak watch yah XD

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Sorry I'm not good in English ^^a
:iconkasumi-san:
Thank you so much for your lovely comment and :+fav:! ^/////^ :hug:

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:iconbozuism:
hey! thx for the :fave:

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:iconyukirouxai:
thanks for the watch :D . kameko ya? apakah saya kenal anda?OwO

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Yukirou and Ai desu ^w^
yes....two people in one account XD
:iconglaurung-ii:
Thanks for the fav!

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:iconlionessgirl2007:
thanks for the fav :)

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:icontiagotavares:
Hi, thanks for the :+fav: ;)

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