good morning fellow deviantarts. as you can see, yesterday i uploaded some new shots from my recent cosplay photosession. well, after a long year of unnoticed hiatus and on-and-off on my anime deviantart, and now caught into the world of cosplaying, i just decided to give it a shot on photography again.

well, i didn't give up before but, without i realize it, what i WAS doing this whole year IS part of giving up.

since i failed school last year, i thought that my dreams aren't that much valuable anymore. no matter how hard i tried to fight from the fate that was supposed to be carried by me in the future, no matter how hard i tried to carve my own future, i didn't succeed.

i feel that my talent is useless, my world shattered to pieces.

i feel that my artworks this year is so....lifeless. i left my D70s untouched on the cabinet, only taking it out on family or friends occasions to take pictures on them. i ignored sunny days i used to wait all week to go out to Batavia and take artistic shots.

i stopped doing those.

until i found cosplay.

i meet many new friends, and one of them reminds me the way i used to be, my old self before i give up.

so then i thought of myself "why not try once more?"

with that, i grabbed my dad's D3 and start again.